[4:00 P.M. - Sixpence None the Richer - "Don't Dream It's Over"]
...okay, so I have a new message from the boyfriend in the inbox. I'm actually a bit more than nervous just to OPEN it! I mean, what's the worst that could happen, right? But then again, considering that things haven't been goin' on so well lately... well... yeah.
[4:02 P.M. - Al Green - "I'm Still In Love With You"]
So, this thing's not gonna jump out and attack me, right?
[Honestly, this is kinda stupid, me being nervous over this. I should be overly thrilled that I've heard from the boyfriend!! Maybe he's just typing to say hey and how things have been and that all's well and all that other... good... stuff.
Yeah, and maybe I'll keep getting Mondays off. Dream on, Sunny.]
I mean, what's the worst that could happen for me in an e-mail? And considering that it came apparently last night [and I say this because I got out of the Underground at 7:30 last night!], maybe he just wanted to say hello. Or that maybe...
MAYBE HE'S COMING OVER TO DELAND BEFORE NEXT FRIDAY!! *eee-ish giggle*
...oi. *sigh* I've checked all other e-mail, and his is the last to go. I am really, really nervous. So...
[4:05 P.M. - Lisa Loeb - "Truthfully"]
...here goes... *checking the e-mail now*
...my world just grew a lot darker now.
In short, yes, I just finished reading said e-mail.
And, for a lack of better words, it's over.
...damn...
~ jenn.
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