This is only a proper penance, that this blog shouldn't see or hear from me [yes, Citizens, nothing until next week's Top 20 WSUR] for at least the next week or so. And that's because, well, it's my fault.
Once again I unjustly wronged someone with my brash words and thoughts, and I didn't think proper when all this time I should've. I'd gladly apologize but, I'm scared that he will not accept it, simply because of the drama as of recently that I unjustly started.
So, this is a proper apology, and a proper penance--simply to silence myself as much as possible. I can't risk losing someone I love to my pride, anger and bitterness.
Yes, I'm broadcasting it to the world: I've wronged someone I love, and I can't get to forgiving myself for it simply because I can't be forgiven. And I know I'll get myself back on proper ground but... I don't know anymore.
After much thought I have decided, furthering my penance, to simply reconsider the four-day minor vacation I have. I'll give myself that week to think it over, and update you Citizen-folk next Thursday.
Until then, the next round...
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